just another happy day
went back to my grandpa`s house and visited my uncle`s new house
awesome and nice
i wondering when i can have my new house? * wondering*
Then my aunt called, i answered the housephone and chat a while then off.
Because i got something to do. Afetr that, i had some strawberries.
I just love my grandpa`s house. It give me a lot of childhood memories. I went back and sat at the end of living room looking down at my baby and toddler`s picture. I saw my dad`s picture and began to be sad but then i controlled. My birthday will reach soon. This year is just another different year. My dad is no longer here to celebrate my birthday with me. Last time, he always bring my brother and I for dinner and bought me present. Not only that, my paternal grandmother will give my ang pow but this year, she left me when i was in college year. I feel my paternal side is just gone. My dad and grandma is no longer here. I am happy go lucky girl, can i just forget about this and just be a happy girl ? Yes, i think i can. I still need time. I am very sensitive type of person. People who know me well, you know i am a crying baby. I cry easily.

This year is different because i have a boyfriend. He will celebrate my birthday with me, i guess ;P
He will be back on friday. Just wish to see him right now. Aww~

About my bro, he likes to chat with me always. Sometime he is just calling me jie jie jie jie here and there. Sometime is annoyed when you doing something but sometime is just not. You feel the gaps is getting closer everytime. After i left Kuantan for my college, he always have a lot questions to ask.

I appreciate my mother more this time. In my hometown, i was so like baby girl for her. I dont need to wash my clothes by myself, cook by myself and i dont need to pay any meal by myself except when i hang out with my friends. Now, in KL, every spending also under my own but money still from mummy la * aiyo*


i am more independent now


i hope i can be better to make them more happier